illusion

Never knew. Never thought. Never expect.








A thousandth times worse. How can a human bare so much pain inside?







Allahuakbar. This is Allah's test. HE wouldn't give pain that HIS servants couldn't bare.







Patience Athirah.







I come here only when I have no one to turn to. No one. Congratulations, you just made 'I have only one person to turn to' to 'no one'.

white lies

Yup you did. Big time.

“It’s a basic truth of the human condition that everybody lies. The only variable is about what.”

So, I have no fucking idea why the hell you did so. And it don't seems like you're going to clear that out to me. Then, I have no idea what you want from me.

Taktau ke truth hurts lies kill?

Just stab me with the fucking knife. At least I'll die faster without suffering much pain.

heroes of our time

My bestiessss <3 Awwww aren't they just soooo adorable :')

Yeah, I know, not so 'heroes of our time' :D

Tak jumpa Izy punnn :(

this time

That moment when you wanna cry so hard for no reason, and you did, hoping someone will know but don't want to tell, and end up posting it in blog. Hoping something will happen.

the new

I've been thinking about it. It is a good thing. Great thing that should happen. But, why is it hard? I know other great things should happen first for this great thing to happen. I'm working on it.

I don't know if you feel the same way. I hope you do. Not trying to freak you out. I hope this great thing will happen. The sooner the better. They might say it is impossible. You might think things will be difficult. But this great thing will be followed by, most gratefulness upon us. I'm praying for it. Things will go well because it is, what should happen.

Hoping is bad. You will get hurt by it. But I hope, this things I'm hoping will come true.

Pray.

Insyaallah.