This is, not just a post.

UNCLE, I know there is no million ways you'll be reading this but,

I am VERY TRULY sorry for hitting your car.

I KNOW I messed up big time but,

you let me go THAT easily.

This guilt is overwhelm.

I AM such a dumb kid, person, human,

who'll never learn from the past.

Accidents occur to me almost every year,

and I'm the one who did it all this while.

I'm a terrible person.

I make silly mistakes everywhere I go to innocent people.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Just as I start to feel comfortable with life, I got caught up with it and forget about anything else and

that's where I become careless.

Yeah, that's me. Got too caught up too easily.

Nevertheless, you LET ME GO so easily.

I don't want you to. You should scold and be mad at me.

I NEED it. To open my eyes. Make me learn.

I don't understand how you can do it when even my parents react the other way.

I hate to see such parents let go of something so easily. How I wish my parents are also.

Do you realize that it's gonna cost you?

Arghh! Money is everything! Why pay for my fucking stupid mistakes?

I'm sorry if I sound ungrateful about this but

I can't handle this kind of truth where

people do nice things to me when I did bad things to them.

I've used to the live where people often did bad things to me and I just watch it in silence.

I can't, people being so kind towards me, I can't :'(

Again, THANKYOUU. I owe you BIG TIME. I'll repay, either way, I promise.

I'll carry this till the end of my life, and the life hereafter.