short reminder: i am, officially fucking bored, have no fucking idea what to do anymore since i am, once again, turn to this blog.
So, THAT long ey since the last time I posted stuff in here.
To tell you the truth, I wouldn't think I'd need to post anything here anymore since I can finally tell EVERYTHING to someone. It feels so much better. It is. Despite, all the things that had happened between 'someone' and I, I don't really care because that 'someone' is all I have and whatever happened, I'd turned to 'someone'.
Then, I guess you'd probably figure out why I return posting stuff here right? Honestly, I don't know.
I'm not feeling very well these past few days, migraines, fever, throat-ache, my brain feels like exploding! Yes, I can bare that pain. But why can't I bare THIS pain? THIS just makes me feel a million worse! I just want to fall asleep and wake up when the semester break is over. I need distraction.
Hey, don't judge me, even I don't like writing personal stuff to public. I know, it's annoying. I'm sorry, I just don't know to turn to whom anymore. Seems like it's hard for me to turn to 'someone'. I'm sorry. I don't know what's happening. I don't know what went wrong. I don't know what I've done. I have no fucking clue what to do!
:'(
and things turn back to how it is in the first place, again. thanks, nature.
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