Selamat Tujuh Belas Tahun.

Betapa payahnya untuk aku tknk igt pasal harini, semua keep reminding me of it and it is unavoidable.

We know we're getting old when the only thing we want for our birthday is not to be reminded of it.

Hello, aku mmg sedar2 yg aku dah tua, dah seventeen forever. Just for the fact that I will not celebrate it among my friends, my sweet old buddies although I do celebrate it with my loved ones, adik-adik annoyingku. Gosh, gile pathetic kan life cmni.

Last year, tanggal 29 Disember jatuh pada tarih 1 Muharram 1430 tahun Hijrah, how lucky I am and looking forward to celebrate it dgn bce Yassin Solat Sunat semua, unfortunately, tiada aku di tanah tumpah darahku pada hari itu and terpaksa menyambutnya di negara orang TANPA KEHADIRAN RAKAN. Hari ini jatuh pada 12 Muharram 1431, walaupun tk sesuci mana tapi aku berada di tanah tumpah darahku and again, TANPA KEHADIRAN RAKAN. sheesh, hina sgt ke aku ni.

Anyway, aku mmg tk expect any gifts from anyone since bday org pn aku tk kasi ap2, tk menantikan pn nk blow candles that standing still on a cake, aku tk wish ap pn cuz the only wish I want it to come true is the only wish that I know will never come true. Actually mmg byk la wish aku like;

-Motor sebijik, tak RXZ, tak Vespa, tak NAZA , tak Harley Davidson.
-It is time for my car license!
-Sony Ericsson Xperia.
-Internet kat rumah to be fixed.
-Kahwin? hahahahahahha duk dapur pn tak tahan, tengkorak kau ad Chef mne nk kt kau.
- and most important wish, obviously la kot.

Nevertheless, my friends had made my day by texting and calling. And aku byk calling -_- Special treat for bday girl, or should I say woman? Thanks doh Celcom ... and the rest. hahaha gle kejam. lantak aku ah! Petrosains and Leornado Da Vinci (:

See, only babies cry on their birthday for no reasons.
I guess I'm one of them last night.